When darkness fades the light will save us.

Hello, my name is Jereton, I’m 20 years old, senior in high school.
When I was a child, I was called pretty all the time, my mom used to grab me, kiss my nose and tell me that every woman in the world should be lucky to have me.
When I got in 7th grade and everyone really started to be into each other, all the girls went to the boys who were stronger or could play soccer or could play any other sports, but not me.
My parents got divorced right after that so with the confusion of being different than everybody else, I got the confusion of having to deal with different parents too.

After 7th grade I dated one girl, and that turned out to be a joke because she was doing it to be funny towards the class, I cried a whole month.
In 8th grade all the kids got together one day, waited for me to get out of school (I used to wait untill everyone got out of school so I could walk with my immaginairy friends) and threw rocks at me, called me ugly.
I was alone, all by myself, I even felt my immaginairy friends running away from me.

I spoke to nobody, not even my parents that year, and in High school, the first year.. I started dating this really interesting girl.
She was just like me, but without the horrible part, so she turned out to be my best friend too.
We dated for over a year and eventually, we had sex, not because I really wanted to but because it was pure love.
Well for me at least, because she videotaped it so she could show my dick to her friends.
I broke again, and after a while.. I started to fall down, into space, into my own mind.
I was death, inside.

I didn’t had any real friends untill now, I hope when my friends read this, they understand how important they are to me, I had nobody untill now, I’m so gratefull for them every fucking single day..
But I will probably never think something else about myself than to think I’m ugly, I’m not wurth anything, than to think I’m less than everyone else, I like the fact that I'm a senior and after this year I'm done and movin to America..
I love to chat so go ahead and ask anything, I think all my followers rock, especially the abnormal, not like everybody else ones.
So follow me? Or just simply ask something =).
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